Getting close...

So, I will probably know by tommorrow or Friday about my approval from the insurance company. When I get it I get to schedule my Gastric Bypass. I want this so bad, but the closer I get the more I get butterflies in my stomach. I have never spent the night in the hospital, never been put under. I got to keep my eyes on the prize. I know that I have made a good decision for me. Just the actual surgery is got me nervous. I have had a bold swagger and have been very assertive about my decision, but the closer I get, the butterflies. I know I will get through this. Just breathe...