November 22, 2007

I couldn't sleep, out of nowhere I just started think about what I would say to the cousin who raped me when I was 7, and before I knew it I had heard an entire inner-dialouge that had to be expressed. I made a video for Youtube. It is pretty intense. I looked straight into the lens and said anything I could think of to him. It naturally was not as good as what I had imagined in my head while I layed in bed, but it felt damn good. I recently found ou that the statute of limitations on procecuting him ran out last year. It made me angry. I think this is how I will try to punish him, not much, but something.